AHHHHHH I CUT MY HAIR!!

Im not sure with myself whether I did it because ive always had that urge to go short?
Or! Im just trying to do one of those "after breakup" haircut moves .
Maybe its both.
Yeah. A little bit of both.
I mean, why not? Hair grows.

It's not like it's a permanent decision, and it really marks the occasion.
the change for the better,
A fresh start.

If I cant leave or runaway from this, then change for myself is always the best cure.

And I'm actually happy I did it!

While I was doing it though, I was tearing up- I dont know why.
All of these emotions just started to leak into my head.

I guess it was because I was doing something thats bringing me that one step closer to let go?
That I was chopping off a part of me that was once there...in my last chapter? lets just say that.
I dont want to be the same person I was.
And cutting your hair makes you feel diffrent.
It really does.

For once, I actually feel safe.
Krizko, your'e going to be okay.
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