How bad do you want it?

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4:39 pm

The sun is finally not shining into my room!
This is when I open up my blinds and let new cool air come in, ^_^

Be right back,
My mum is home from work.
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9:12 pm

I just woke up from another nappy..
*yawn*
I'm really hungry so brb!
Oh,
And let the games begin. *giggle*

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11:11 pm

Hey.. It's "11:11"
Well I just finished eating..
I was hanging out with my brother and father in the living room, and we were watching some cute family soccer movie..
And even though the movie was about children,
I couldnt stop thinking about Italian men.LOLOL

Lmao...
I think I just have a fetish for anything foreign..
Just knowing that their roots and origins are diffrent from mine-
It makes me want to explore their world.
And Italian guys are just sexy.
They have this charm and natural romantic vibe..
Hahaha okay I need to stop.

Aside from tonights random fantasy,
I'm starting to realize that I am a single girl....
I'm single! It's still a shock to me.
I know it's pretty late to finally feel it, but lately I've been going out alot.
So many new faces, and people....
It's so exciting and fun! ^__^
At the same time, I feel dangerous.
So I tend to keep my distance from others because I still feel like I could hurt them..
I should'nt really do that though.
Because it's self torturing.

Maybe I'll do another experiment..
Or even make it a part of my new year's resolution.
To not hold back.
....
Yeah.

Let's see how this goes.

*grin*

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2:21 am

Oh here's the picture I promised.<3



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3:19 am

I

can't

sleep.

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4:23

There are no stars out.
Which means I'm sleeping the normal way tonight.
When the sky is bedazzled with stars,
I like to sleep on the opposite side of my bed where I usually lay my feet...
Because in that position I can look out my window and watch the sky until my eyes become heavy..

I should feel pretty lucky huh.
That there are no city lights, structures, or buildings in my view...
That all I really hear are crickets and the early birds awake this morning..
I don't hear cars, or trains, or any form of transportation since I live in such a quiet neighborhood...
On an beautiful island with clean air, and blue skies...
I'm happy.
I'm waiting for my parents to wake up so I can get some coffee!
*stretch*
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