TEEHEE

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1:31 am.
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1:42 am.

I feel...... fine.

I just came back from the bathroom.
I eagerly sat down, and I felt like writing something really special.

But, I couldn't help but be bothered by my need to pee.
And since I didnt want anything to be interrupting my writing time..
I left my room to do just that.


The cold air followed me to the bathroom and as I walked toward the toilet, I couldnt help but glance at the mirror, making a self note to wash my face.

I sat on the cold seat, and looked down.
Watching my fluids leave my body..
.....

Have you ever played with paint before?
Don't you remember..?
Dipping a slightly soaked paintbrush in bright red paint, and letting it drop into a clear glass of water...
Watching it's solid color pierce through the glass-like liquid barrier, and seeing it spiral and twirl, and slowly fade away...

That's exactly what it's like watching yourself do this.


..........


I rinsed my face, patted it dry with a towel and glanced at the mirror again.
My nose..
It is so shiny!
I poked it with my pointer finger in disbelief to check if it was still human flesh.. and not plastic... or porcelain?
I laughed at myself and headed back to my room.


Now here I am.
Sitting on the pillow I purposely put on my wooden chair
because I am too lazy to sit up.
I still can smell the sweet cocoa butter cream I rubbed all over my body...
My attempt to fade away my scars...

Including the lines I have on my tummy for slouching.

My body feels so much warmer..
This cream has some kind of oil base, and maybe it's circulating the heat my body is giving off?
Maybe.


I just remembered.
When I sat on the toilet, I thought to myself;
What would life be like if we didn't need to use the bathroom?
...
Or sleep?
They say we spend the majority of our life sleeping.
What would life be like..?


Would that mean we may be more wiser?
What would people be doing during the time we are usually asleep?

Here's another one.
What if we didnt need to eat?

Oh right.
We wouldnt grow.

Life wouldnt be very precious if we didnt have to sleep.

Because when we sleep, we dream.
(Well the most of us.)
And when we wake up, it's a new day.

Right..?

That's what I'm going to do right now.


I'm going to sleep.

Maybe I'm going to dream about that pregnant man I keep seeing in my dreams.

I miss him. Hehe.

Well, Goodnight everyone.<3

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2:53 am


Oh Hi.
I see that youv'e stumbled onto my blog because of Facebook.
Goodnight to you too.<3