Not again,

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1:15 pm

I am sorry everyone.
For neglecting my blog..
I've just been really busy and honestly, lazy.
I'll try harder.
Anyways.. I am really upset again.


I feel betrayed and angry.
I am disappointed, hurt, and a little ashamed.
Here is a tip.
Don't ever two face me.

Everything becomes a fraud.
I am not a fool,

I am dead to you.

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7:09
I open the door and my blinds pull out.
The wind is shaking the windows.
And over my small room,
the stars fill up the sky.
Shining so brightly, there are too many to count.
Eyes so blurry with tears.

Hey, I look pretty crying.


I am exhausted.

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9:46 pm

NKFNAPIANF"PASFKPOSAF:{PLS{PF:LOK::JOJO:I

................

Why do you do that.


I wish there was a turn off switch for my emotions.

I can never truely hate anyone.

Sometimes I wish that I was a complete heartless douchebag that didnt give a fuck.



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2:16 am

SIGH.
again.

I know you read my blog.~

;]