Sunday BBQ!?!?!

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5:55 pm

Grilled mushrooms, bell peppers, asparagus, chicken, steak, shrimp, and hotdogs= FUCK YES.


I can never get tired of steak though.
I always reheat leftover steak on a pan with chopped onions,
then eat it with rice and a fried egg.

This gaining weight thing is pretty damn good! ^__^

*Note to self: Buy more weight gain! I'm running out. *

Be right back.
Going to tidy up a bit :]



Btw, I just wanted to say that I really appreciate all of the kind supportive comments!
I feel better now, and I am really happy.
Muah!!!!!<3

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9:54 pm

I just took a nap and I had the most creepiest dream EVER.
I'll explain later, my sister wants to borrow the laptop and wont give it back till 2 in the mornin!'

I'm going to tidy up my room and eat the bbq food now, byeee ;]
Be back in a few hours honey suckles.

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2:54 am

Hi.
Another quiet night.
So I went to the kitchen to eat at the dinner table alone.
No television, no radio, just Shadow purring under my chair..
This unknown number has been calling me for months now,
About 4-5 times a day.

This is really interesting because I block unknown phonecalls, and it automatically goes straight to my voice mail.
My sweet and simple voicemail.

Who are you really?
Do you feel a bit better hearing my voice every morning? and night?

....

What's even more funny is that once every few weeks, That rare day comes where I dont get that unknown missed call at all.

And I get a little sad.
....
Sigh*

Well goodnight,
I'll be up early!<3